lately I’ve just been feeling absolutely hideous >.<
As much as I say it doesn’t bother me , it does. I feel like I’m the ugliest person ever, seems like no one is interested in me and if they are they’re just interested in me for a minor time till I satisfy their curiosity about me and then they walk out my life forever. Why build me up just to break me down?!…
More people walk out my life then they do in it, you would think I would be passive about it at this point but you start wondering what’s wrong with you and why no one wants to stick around?
I wish I was skinny and pretty but realistically that might not ever happen :(